More feelings...

Okay, so I'm either really psyching myself out, or I'm having some nasty symptoms already. All day yesterday I was incredibly dizzy and had a massive headache. I went to bed last night at 8pm. Carter wasn't even totally asleep yet!! Today I feel more rested (better after sleeping ten hours!!) but I'm still very dizzy. I still have the weird twinges and slight cramps going. This waiting around just to find out if I'm totally going crazy or not is the worst! I have two expensive tests at home. I figured I would buy the higher quality ones to ensure getting a more accurate response. But even still, I really can't take one until at least Friday. Especially since I really have no idea when the big C actually happened due to my wacky cycles.

I will say, at least I know the possibility is there and I'm already being careful as to what I take and such. I'm supposed to take Aleve every day for my knee, but I haven't been lately. Yesterday with the headache, I did take one, but I didn't take anymore the rest of the day. I need to buy me a bottle of Tylenol...especially if I am and this PG is going to be as bad as it's starting out to be.

If I am, I think I may have a cute way of telling the grandparents. I think I'm going to get Carter to draw some pictures and then write on them, "Guess what, Nana and Papa/Pop and Coco!...(inside) I'm gonna be a big brother!" and then write his name. That way they have something to save if they wanted. This time around is so much more exciting. I don't have the stress of telling them and just the stress of Carter's creation on me. Now it's just how am I going to manage being a mom of two after the night I had last night with Carter. *sigh* Baby steps...I don't even know if it's the big event yet. Hurry up Friday.